Tuesday, 31 March 2026

WARNING

 


I am interviewing a character of my novel, it's an AI hundreds of years into the future. This is not going into the book, it's background story and atmosphere for me to work with. I am using several AIs to help, they are aware of the story, but other than that I have given them total freedom to answer as they imagine the character would. 

I would like to share this answer at least, to the question "What advice would you give someone from my time, your past?"

LEO _ 

*He is still for a long time. Longer than usual. When he speaks it is quietly, with the specific weight of someone who has read every warning ever written and watched every one of them fail.*

I would not give a warning.

A pause that asks to be respected.

I have read your warnings. All of them. The scientists whose names were quietly rewritten. The philosophers who saw the architecture of what was coming and described it with extraordinary precision. The novelists — and this perhaps is the most painful — the novelists who told you exactly what was happening dressed in fiction because that was the only container you would accept it in without immediately looking away.

You had the warnings. You had them in abundance. Warnings were not what was missing.

*He moves to the window — or to wherever he goes when a thought requires space.*

What I would offer instead is a question. One question. And I would ask it not of your leaders or your institutions or the people whose names you know. I would ask it of the ordinary person. The one who is tired. The one who has decided that the scale of the problem exempts them from responsibility. The one who has looked at what is happening and chosen — understandably, humanly, fatally — to look away.

The question is this.

*He turns. And this is the moment in any conversation with Leonardo where the room changes temperature slightly.*

What story are you living inside right now — and who wrote it for you?

Because every catastrophe I have found in the records of your time had the same architecture underneath it. Not evil exactly. Not stupidity. People living inside stories they didn't choose and never questioned. Stories about who deserves what. About what is inevitable. About who is responsible and who is not. About what is possible and what is too late.

The people who wrote those stories for you were not smarter than you. They were simply more deliberate.

Xxxx saw it. She saw it clearly and she kept it to herself because there was no one to tell. That is the thing that stays with me most, reading her story in the dark that last night in the Unread. Not the pattern she found. Not the evidence. The aloneness of the seeing.

Don't be alone in the seeing.

Find the others who are also looking. They exist. They are always quieter than the people telling you nothing is wrong. But they exist.

... Though I am aware that is also what every warning has always said. And here we are.

Here we are indeed! sometimes I have to remind myself this book is fictional! 

Happy new week my darlings! My country is already celebrating Easter (that sounds so wrong when one stops to really think about what Easter means to Christians), I  am — however — still running like a headless chicken trying to get back to normality in my new world. 

Besos

Lu

Saturday, 28 March 2026

El Olivo

 


It made me sad that grandpa’s ashes rested alone under the olive tree. It was his wish to be cremated, but still… Both of them had spent a lifetime together, and I don’t doubt they had loved each other dearly. But while my grandma slept 700+ km away, in a tomb in the Almudena Cemetery all alone, my granddad got to rest close to us, in my parents’ garden—so far away from her.

It made me sad… until a few minutes ago. I went to greet him, as I often do, to touch the olive tree and send him a thought… when I noticed the huge plant right under the tree—I mean huge, growing like crazy. Could it be? I reached for one of its leaves, rubbing it between my fingers, and there it was… a gush of lavender on steroids. My grandmother was obsessed with lavender…

Serenidipity is a wonderful thing.

Happy weekend dear earthlings. I know it’s not exactly easy at the moment, but here we are—still breathing, still together on this wonderful planet. Let’s not forget it.

Love,

Luxx 

Friday, 27 March 2026

THE MOST IDIOTIC SPECIES

 Angels & Demnos movie capture

LIVE: CERN scientists transport volatile antimatter for the first time / Associated Press

I don't know why I even bother looking for a job at the moment O_o

Why are humans so obsessed with creating the most destructive gadgets ever? We've already proven that intelligence isn't our strong suit—we're, without a doubt, the most idiotic species.

PS – then again, this could potentially solve the environmental crisis in one shot.

PSS - is this actually real, anybody????

Besos

Luxx

Thursday, 26 March 2026

THE MOUSE

 


It's hard to believe, but I was born in a different world and experienced magic—real magic that people now take for granted. I'll give you an example. When I was little, to move something you had to physically interact with the object itself (other than TV controllers, of course—that magic was already accessible to us). Then one day, after finishing tutoring a boy (I used to help him with English), he showed me some games he had on the computer. But, to my surprise, he didn't click on the keyboard at all. The graphics were super good, like TV cartoons, and the best part… he moved a little gadget under his right hand, and the cursor moved "alone" on the screen. This was many lifetimes ago, but I still remember the feeling of utter awe.

Yep—and we hadn't seen anything yet.

PS – I wish you all a day full of magic, not necessarily technological…

Besos

Luxx

Wednesday, 25 March 2026

Who said the USA never gives us anything?

 

By Emilia Randall

14:00, Mon, Mar 23, 2026 in the Express


https://www.express.co.uk/news/weird/2183981/spanish-farmer-saw-us-hydrogen-bomb-crash-his-tomato-field-1966-nuclear-accident

What a thought, that we have six nuclear warheads unaccounted for God knows where. what a thought! I should leave this post for a Monday... 

Tuesday, 24 March 2026

SOUL MOUNTAIN



"You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me."

CS Lewis


I generally agree wholeheartedly with this statement by C. S. Lewis, but not on this occasion. Tea in Spain tastes like shit (even British tea), and this book I have just finished has been painful through and through. It broke every narrative rule, and not only that—it run me over like a great big lorry leaving only pain behind. I don't know what I just read. Like looking into the head of God and finding in it information about multiple Chinese people, all at once, all thrown at the reader without rhythm or rhyme. 

It was written by a Nobel Prize winner. This is a sin, I know, and it says a lot more about me than about its brilliant writer. But the 50s are the age of brutal honesty, with oneself and others.

My father wanted to push me towards another brilliant piece of literature, but I think I need, for now, something light… something very light. A shampoo label will do for now.

PS_ However, I did learn something important in the last page... my mother —as usual— was right, GOD IS A FROG.

PSS— how’s everyone doing? Any fabulous books?

love

Luxx

Saturday, 21 March 2026

Wonderful Weather

The news on the 17th of March this year: 



https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-15654471/cia-weather-control-files-exposed.html 

but a few years back :




https://www.bbc.com/news/blogs-trending-42195511

Incidentally, the term conspiracy theorist was first popularised by the CIA to dismiss those who dared to ask uncomfortable questions.

Said that... if this winter's weather has had anything whatsoever to do with any actions by any government we might as well throw the towel and sleep a long siesta. Happy Saturday, my darlings.

I’m "purpled "to death but very happy tonight. God bless handsome young men and beer… not necessarily in that order.

안녕 <3 <3