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Here it is again, that time of year.

Many of us, more than ever before, are away from our loved ones this Christmas.

Many of us have more problems than ever.

Some are sick. 

In fact, the only thing we have is each other.

Lets remember what all this was supposed to be, love each other.

All the best, during the festive season and beyond.

 oh man, never was an old song so relevant in modern times. 

thank you Solstice from another life, I had sang it a million times —never really paid attention to the words.

Happy Tuesday 'beautifuls' 

THEY THOUGHT THEY WERE FREE

 

 

Ruthy died after a motorcycle accident on her 19th birthday.
 She died in love, knew no heartbreak.
 She died doing what she adored, riding bikes.
 She enjoyed every second of every day as if it was her last.
 She hadn't reached the point of hating her mother.
 She had few but to-death friends, literally.
 She didn't sweat her t-shirt one day of her life to make another bitch rich.  
 Neither did she make it to witness all this crazyness taking over.
As she said— 'there are things worse than death, girl'.

PS - just outside the gates, as they were preparing to go in, they chuckled to one another and mocked the Yankees. Until they saw the bodies, they had thought it was all a conspiracy theory though that name hadn't been invented.
 
If you can't be water, maybe smell the flowers.

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE OCEAN

 

every now and then I repeat to myself some line of Cameron's Titanic.

Lately is time for:
'is there anybody theeeeereeee? can anyone hear meeee?'

 enjoy the apocalypse ! 

Lux

 

 

 

ADHD MEDITATION

 

 

Me trying to tame my mind a little during meditation... fat chance.

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ADHD SHOWER TIME

 

So the story goes— 

I climb into the shower with my mind still in the living room. I could write about that actually, is not bad, and probably not hard. The water pressure is so crap in this place, damn it. Dirty mouth, dirty mouth, stop swearing. Yes, that story... let's put some shower gel on the ... what was that idea again, the one one I wanted to write about? oh yeah! that's it. 

Suddenly—what is that smell? mint? I didn't realise I had a minty shower gel. Oh damn! I've used the shampoo instead! Never mind. Go on Lu, you don't have all day. Let's clear all this lather, damn it, shampoo makes so much foam! Did I run out of shower gel? is that it? No! here it is, rose and almonds and God knows what else. Yes! the story—I damp my hair first— it's going to be great! what the heck? this shampoo doesn't make any foam! Oh... 

and yes... all that —and then some—it's totally true. It happened to me but an hour ago. The good news is, I now have the cleanest hair in the land and the fresher skin!

AND WHAT IF IT IS?

 

Bright Eyes - At the Bottom of Everything [Official Music Video]  shared by Saddle Creek

FINAL

 

the word "final" has a very bad name, but it's not always a bad thing. 

My favourite "final"? FINAL DRAFT. 

I finished the book yesterday YEEEEEHAHHHHHH—well, now off it goes to the beta readers and then one quick edit hopefully before sailing to every genre-appropriate agent out there and beyond! 

Happy Thursday beautifuls.

HOLD UP

HOLD UP DOCUMENTAIRE

CONSPIRACY THEORY

 As an anonymous wise man said, the meaning of "Conspiracy Theory" is getting closer and closer to that of "spoiler alert".

one year ago, Dr Mengele.... Fauci so sorry:

this month

and the most important in which we see how Dr Meng... Fauci, sorry—knowingly lied to us all and the scientific community about what he knew about the origins of the virus:

And what did Dr.... Fauci! have to say about it all?:

oh! no wrong lie, so sorry. It will do, same old same old.

Happyish weekend beautifuls

DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT

Dancing in the Moonlight uploaded by KingHarvestMusic to Youtube

And in the sunshine, and in the river and in the restaurants and in the kitchen and in the living room and... yes... this Summer is certainly better than the last one.

I could have ended up in the bottom on the Miño when my companions decided to let me dive in this state 

(thank you for such a faithful portrait, Dim. Did you place hidden cameras or something :P??) 

((This post I wrote in August 2019. I never got to publish it. That summer I let my hair down in a way I hadn't done for at least 20 years. I didn't know why I just realised suddenly how precious and how delicate life is and didn't want to waste a single drop of it. The winter before I got this odd feeling something awful was about to happen. The hair at the back of my neck would stand without reason over and over. I had nearly forgotten about it when in January I started reading about a certain virus. No need to tell the rest of the story.

 Now I understand what happened to me that summer. There is a possibility I will not see another summer like that one. Right now I sit in my flat on my third day of another holiday at home as I cannot risk being unpaid for weeks should anything go awry on my way back. Well, sitting... sitting... I have an hour to get ready before meeting some friends to go out while the "antivaxers" (how these fuckers love labels, my goodness, if life was that simple...) are allowed in public places.

Enjoy the new "abnormal", I am very much afraid it is here to stay. Apparently, they are now trying PCR-like tests for influenza—Happy-ish summer folks))

THE SANITY CLOSE

THE GUARDIAN ON WHY PEOPLE DYING ARE VACCINATED

nuff said

 

THE LOSERS, THE USELESS- or what it was all really about

 

Since I was little, I wondered how the Germans during WWII—those who weren't involved— had allowed for it to happen and how they coped with the knowledge. 

Unfortunately, now I know, this is how it went, and this is how it's going: 

1/ they couldn't do shit about it because the more they tried, the more the other Germans thought they were insane. How can anyone believe such stories, right?

2/ they didn't cope. When in public, they pretended, that was all. But when they got the chance, they got together with others like them. They talked in whispers; they felt relieved knowing at least they hadn't lost it. But above all, they cried. They cried together; they cried alone. And they probably prayed for a miracle. 

Signed,

one of the useless.

PS - I cannot post a copy of this full movie in English because it's been taken down everywhere for offering misinformation. Goebbels would have been proud.

PHILLANTHROPY

 

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THIS IS WHAT REAL SCIENCE SOUNDS LIKE 2

 

from the DarkHorse podcast on youtube 

Dr. Robert Malone is the real inventor of mRNA Vaccine technology not that red hair shadow of a woman you have been presented with. You won't find any real information about him on mainstraim media or mainstream online anymore because he was cancelled when he started QUESTIONING the mainstream narrative, but what they cannot cancel is the 14 patterns at least with his name on them—and the fact that he worked in vaccine devolpment his hole carreer and that he has been injected with the thing himself - hardly an antivaxer. Mr. Steve Kirsch is a serial entrepreneur who has been researching adverse reactions to COVID vaccines, unfortunately he is so heated with this all he didn't let the scientists talk prudently, but I understand him, I lose it when I try to talk about this too. A shame though Bret talks to Robert and Steve about the pandemic, treatment and the COVID vaccines. Steve's paper on COVID vaccine reactions: https://trialsitenews.com/should-you-... Steve's Twitter: https://twitter.com/stkirsch COVID-19 Early Treatment Fund: https://www.treatearly.org/team/steve... Dr. Malone's website: https://www.rwmalonemd.com/mrna-vacci... Robert's LinkedIn profile: https://www.linkedin.com/in/rwmalonemd Robert's Twitter: https://twitter.com/RWMaloneMD Find Bret Weinstein on Twitter: @BretWeinstein, and on Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/bretweinstein https://twitter.com/BretWeinstein

((Professor Weinstein is a Dr on evolutionary biology))

TRADITIONS

 

To those who say I shouldn't be drinking so much these days I have the following answers: 

1/ have you seen the world out there?

2/ my grandfather died as a result of drinking and smoking most of his life, and I am all for tradition!

cheers!

INTELLECTUAL AUTHORITARIANISM 1 - COVID, IVERMECTIN, AND THE CRIME OF THE CENTURY

 It is a miracle this glorious conversation has made it so many hours online, hence I will post it without further delay: 

"What this is, is more evidence of a gravitational force from an object we cannot see"

or what you get when a real scientist (Evolutionary biologist) and a real Doctor (Frontliner Pierre Kory) are allowed to maintain a real conversation (as opposed to dogmatic bullshit) during the Covid new abnormality.

a bit of background : 

((and of course the ministry of truth got rid of the video))

. Because it's not good for us to find out that there are perfectly safe medicines, safer than aspirin anyway, that —taken early—protect us against COVID. there are doctors fighting with all they got for these to be used extensively, and that your doctor will not tell you because these meds don't make his practice, his pocket or big pharma any money anymore, and because he will very likely lose his job. Stay healthy, don't vaccinate your young they can't make an informed decision and will not be harmed by COVID 19, but you have no way of knowing what the long term effects of the injection will be for them. It really is that simple))

CIVILIZATION -

 

According to Kardashev scale, civilizations can be categorised as follows:

• A Type I civilization, also called a planetary civilization—can use and store all of the energy available on its planet.

The New ABNormality_ consent

 

If you don't see the difference between your prince waking you up with a kiss and your prince kissing you without consent in the morning you are going to fit the new normality like a glove.

YAWNING

When I think nothing can make me laugh I remember some can't help yawning when reading aloud. 

IDEAL

 "to live in the memories of another is to live one's ideal"

from If We Had Known That Was What Love Was, by Umbral

ADHD - BREAKFAST

If you can't beat them.. join them! said the Weetabix to the mug of coffee.

READY

My cat is ready for the new normality and the great reset,

He loves eating plastic and is terrified of going outdoors.

SHAPE

 

Even my chair is in better shape than me these days.

THE LAST SUMMER

 

Now I know why I let my hair down as if it was the last summer ever, in 2019— because it was :'(

Every night I dream of home. 

Another Friday Under Lockdown

 

My cat cries when he hears me singing ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Right?

My body my choice, but only to stop my baby's development before 12 weeks or to stop a man from raping me it seems.

stop the bus... 

ONE

"From humanity, inevitably, we end up caring for just one being." From "Hojas de Madrid" by Umbral.

"... unless one has learned anything at all about the world we live in." From Life by Lulu.

But how amazing, what Umbral does with words. A freaking matador in the world of literature - though he clearly liked his own voice a "tad" too much - .

PIRI PIRING MYSELF TO DEATH

 

Piri Piri is the only thing left making any sense to me.

... and beer.

... and wine.

... and nuking the human race.

All that with homemade fries.

Something Good 1

 

Something good: My lovely printer has forgotten she ran out of ink a year ago. Or - perhaps - she too has a problem following the dictates of our corporations.